A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it's over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.


oh mrs chu is the epitome of dedication, albeit lessminute. haha her drive to always wanna help us do our best never fails to touch me.

so, tmr. is war time. muaha

its like an enlightenment, but i really really fully understand the effects and harms of sleeping in. till your first meal no longer becomes breakfast, its when people have their lunch. or high tea even. sheeesh. ok at least i'll degenerate myself on the 21st pronto. let me enjoy my last night here, and mourn by myself. purple daisies make a great gift on valentines, not an email! sheesh that has got to be the most retarded one in the century. i hate it when impulse takes over, but ohjoy, it can be fun at times.
but speaking of purple, i would love for my head to be turned into locks of deep dark purple, soon people, soon.

wed is turning into such an irony. but i rather it come okay toad. lol biology will pass by in a flash and i still thank my lucky stars i have no paper on the 7th. imagine studying for chem and phy and eng? that has got to kill.

aiight, time to zZzZzz and my alarmclock is in battlemode. all the best everyoneelse.

N, 11:23 PM



-

and i hope you're happy, truly happy.


And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

imu, and will always do.

i tried recalling any pre jitters for psle 4years back, and it's such a ridicule that there werent any. damnit, haha.


<3

N, 10:37 PM



It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories
To come and play.

today i skipped dinner, dang i shouldnt have gone ahead with my mcspicy. although i said they were truly thin slices of fried but sinfully yummy chiken fillet. so i survived on black grapes i got from ahgong ytd. oh i love that man. (:

comp cranked out on me today and i got so scared its turning permanent, its like a life saver machine, sheesh. so char tells me shes not going away! yay, so we bumbumbum dec away together. why oh why didnt charmchu invite me to go bangkok as well. muhaha. and i have a sickening feeling ill join balls in np. all the better :DD

just when i thought of texting yeamer to see if she abandoned her great buddy for watching more cheapskatedly bought dvds with her sister, she msged me! and she says now its 3 hours forward. dec has so much to look forward too. and she stubbornly thinks im still drooling, hello im 16? hasnt it occured to you? ohno! that reminds me of something ihave to tell her. its okay, ill wait till she rings.

so tonight ended well, cept im still kinda dirtyy and unshowered. HEH. NIGHT YALL. oh you think balls is coming back? that pig. ha

can i ask you something? (:

N, 11:00 PM



Cause I've relied on my illusions
To keep me warm at night
But I denied in my capacity to love
I am willing, to give up this fight
Oh, I am willing to give up this fight..

tearducts are all geared up, both from the tv and the song.

today was fun! i commuted alll the way to yishun just to see beloved almond (:
so typically, she did her work while i doodled. hahahha okay fine so it isnt doodling since my artistic chromosome fused on me. anw my cramps are omnipresent and theyre so fucking annoying. womanhood sucks. lets hope yeamer comes on tmr! and my l.b it should be ending soon, all the better. that way i can concentrate on studying and not instead brood if tessa's gonna end up with chase in the end. sheesh, minus the drama and lb may be just down to 2 episodes? the intro and the byes and back to school. baha.

my biology handbook is omnipotent! shit i love the omni word, i used to think its linked with luminous. you now, omni just sounds like firefly and glittery, ANW, i should rmr about having some errands to run tmr but i dont. preprepre menopause. yes i rather than then the never ending periods and cramps! ohno this post is absolutely trash, even though i tried making it trumpery okay! appreciate the effort. ill give a lil something something, something very cute actually.





his name is michael and hes mine! okay, thats all the info you evil piranhas are getting. shit his looks kill! dont ever stop the self indulging! :DD

N, 11:27 PM



Standing here making tracks without you
I wonder if our paths will ever meet again
I still think of you that way
You're in my heart always

oh how fucking true. ):

today was wasted, hahaha. we'll see what tomorrow brings. balls awayy and busy, thats a first.
i'll make it a point to sleep early tonight, right then.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DENISE TSI
imu tons! lets hope you'll go for eoy concert (:
youre 18! you legal for SO many things.
shit you lucky ball.
<3 you very much!

N, 10:49 PM



Taxi driver, can I hitch a ride?
Anywhere but home.
I'm looking for an alibi,
a reason to stay gone.
I can't hear the voices say "you're in the middle of nowhere"

Along the way,
That's where I'm supposed to be.
Along the way,
In the spaces in between.
I find my place in the middle of tomorrow and yesterday,
If you're going there, look for me along the way.

id tell those kids to cram it with walnuts

lets hoe i can get some studying done tmr. sheesh and im so excited! im a born planner i swear! muaha

blogger stinks! and im VERRRRYYY much famished. what, i only had instantnoodles, with tons of chillipadi(in a vain attempt to make it extra spicy so i wont finish) without giving two hoots about my ongoing spate of pimple breakouts. im throwing all my money on clearasil ultra, better work.

oh money rhymes with noey. bahaha. thank you very much

N, 7:59 PM



You don't have to be a superstar
Boy, I like you right where you are
I know this ain't no fly by night
I promise, if you were mine...


yeamer the whammer called as promised and i was overjoyed. ok slight exaggeration but its all right. i finished all the 3 books and they said book 4 will be out by fall 06. wonder how long do they take to ship it over from the states.

crappy afternoon but i loved lunch, then evening got waayy better. okay i needa go shower and sleep early since temptation of bookreading has worn out. night.


seeya baby, oh baby?
xoxoxo

yay.

N, 8:30 PM



I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you


bed was beckoning when suddenly i realised i havent had my dosage of lb this week. so whilst waiting for it to upload i might as well give in to my whinings. today i felt horrible, on the inside. maybe its the nevercoming period, speaking of which, please fucking come its been late for 6 days. end products are bloody breakouts and terrible moodswings and now i feel something blotchy on my face. screw it. my hormone cycle is so freaking challenged and i've got my genes to thank.
then again, the air around havent been of the best lately. i read Xiaxue's blog and she's got really interesting solutions to that. like everyone throw a dollar coin over those dumbass indonesians to hopefully solve their yearn fo money, sheesh.

i finished book 2 and am kinda blue. now i understand completely her style of writing and she loves to allow her stories to hang loosely at the end, which is utterly disturbing for the reader. blah. now i keep scaring myself with the what ifs. as in what if i end book 3 and by the time book 4 comes out ild not be interested anymore. or what if book 3 ending is at dumb, or meaningless, or annoying, like my father at the moment. he's on a high today and refuses to keep quiet.

hopes of homecooked lunch/dinner were dashed, now we all understand, sympathetically how deprived i am of family warmth and love. sheesh. so i decided to make some myself cause i was famished and i cldnt stand to wait till 7ish and whilst it turned out yummy(heh), mom essence was lacking. her bitchiness is totally back, dammit.

The Animal is airing now and its hilarious, rob shneider sure is successful, i think he rocks. myy face is flushing and my feet hurt. my face is blotchy(just to remind you) and my nose, oh my #()$@#)$8 nose. pure breeding pimple haven. fucking irritating. i cant even sneeze or blow my nose in peace. aiight part one is ready so here i go. night.

N, 9:09 PM


We started off as friends and everything was cool...ooo
But things started getting a lil serious between me and you
Late night phone calls
Talking til like 3 in the morn
We found ourselves caught up
In the moment

i incidentally rolled to obsession in melly's ipod so i got reminded of my obsession with frankiej hmm, last year. im starting to call toad melly, cause i saved her number under melly love and char's ballsy love. well, toady love sounds realy slimey and chary love? you get what the drift.

today was spent eating my mom's newfound flavor-instantnoodles and man, coupling that with milk, it can be revolting, sheesh. so then here my impulsive act of the day.
the storybook gift was such a wonderful read and i was so put off by the abrupt ending because i devoted 3 hours faithfully to reading and concentrating really hard. i cldnt believe it when it only took a mere 3 hours to finish the book so i was reallly over the moon but it said it came in a series and theres a book 2. i had to get it, i had. so i got ready and slacked ard for awhile since i had to wait for melly to end club. then i scooted off to wheelock and man, it took me forever to find that darn but very yummy book. melly was late for a good half an hour so i had time to devour. and to my very much surprise, it turned out that there was book 3. wait, theres also a fricking book 4! but thats coming last 2006. so ill prolly get it in christmas. hear that balls? book FOUR okay? (: so a very painstaking amount of money just got zapped away from the bank a/c. oh anything for emilyfranklin's books. talk about addiction, i cant spend any idle moment alone without snooping at whats gonna happen next. muaha and im halfway done for my second book. shit, whats gonna happen to me whenim done with all 3? its considered studying all right. for english, damn right.i cant stand her 'stern sacarsms' although she very mercifully moderated my r5.

then melly sent me pieces of very shocking, and might i add juicy news. never offend the smelly mel, or her brother for that matter.

tmr shall be spent with more reading, i aim to conquer book 2 wholly before i bed. and expectance of deliciously homecooked lunch/dinner, and if i'm lucky, i'll drag some unsuspecting victim with me to go look at lappies and my cravings for espirit are resurfacing. i'll scan the card jos made for me, but seriously, i think she doesnt wanna share it with the world, not under the light of her drawings, although her meant-to-be-kept-a-secret birthday msg is too illegible to be read so. (:

ok that gay sinseh boy is not replying me, he has multiple characters to play, poor boy. sometimes he's the nice bejeweled boy, and he was isaac for a moment. ha oh that emo boy. dont die when you go for the next sinseh visit okay? my bejeweled life will be so void. ):

now i must get back to my addictive read, and everybody, study hard. i once read a blog where she said why are we posting msges like ' studyhard everyone' and she goes on to say is that all our lives are revolving ard, just the examinations? if we get through it we're through with everything else?
well i think she's just being a cynic, is it any wrong to motivate others and even better yourself? sheesh, if you dont wanna work hard, keep quiet about it.

today i left for wheelock feeling down although the catch being the book was very consoling, but thats not the point. then i heard xinyu on mellys ipod which made me feel downer, and i come home to msn and man, sucks, horribly.

aiight byee.

N, 12:30 AM



Let's run away
Name a place
Where the air tastes like rain
And the sun shines like Sunday morning

You bring your laugh and I'll bring my sense of humor
And we can the waste days
One week after another


very unsuccessful neoprints! :DD
we made it into a birthday routine, yay cant wait for the smelly melly's one!

today was fantabulous, thankyou everyone! :D
the 'lock-up' time didnt turn out half as bad, okay except when the last lap came and almond was so engrossed into the ghoststories telling sessions, char was busying writing idk what, toad was READING, and jos was you know, simply being herself. so i ended up playing tugofwar with her using her belt. ahha and my presents were great, ali wished me like a dozen times! aha and py, oh i simply wouldnt have imagined you both to chip in, you know toad cant keep her secrets, but yeah <3 plents!
yeamer's msg was the best. but she knows how much i appreciated it so i wont say it here or her big head will swell.
and its the most amount of cake i had in years! im not complaining though! hhaah aiight im busted, nights yall!

N, 11:16 PM



Why to love and with such brutality?
We're compatible
Maybe a bit too much
That's our ambiguity

I've cried a thousand storms
I've blown away the clouds
The heartbeat of the sun is racing mine
And listen how
My heart is waiting

Well, we know
How ephemeral are things
Disillusion takes what illusion gives
What's the use of make believe?


alll the BEST for pract tmr everybody! muaha,
tomorrow, we shall alll be happy.
i have studied this much, and seriously please let foodtests come out!

N, 11:48 PM



I started to ache when I started to think of you.
Wondering how long it would take before I step into something new.
There's only so much I can fake.
There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.

Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it but I,
I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
Well, I'm so in love with you.

Are you looking for an answer?
Because I could really use a friend tonight.
We can make this last forever.
We don't have to fear the sunlight.


turning 16 this year sucks. booohoooooo
shit i have yet to study for pract, @#($*&@#$
it's okay. ill crawl into bed now and do it tmr. shit the menace is home.

N, 10:29 PM



It's a life time filled with tight embraces
The biggest things in the smallest places,

In a midnight talk, in a morning kiss,
When I'm in your arms, that's where it is,
When we're tangled up and can't resist,
When we feel that rush, that's where it is

In the sweetest smile, on a night like this,
And a tender touch, that's where it is,
When we're tangled up, and can't resist,
When we feel that rush, that's where it is,
That's where it is

fffffffffuuuuuuuuucccccckkkkkkkkk !

okay, i should start feeling better now.
how bloody therapeutic.

N, 11:24 PM



hey baby hey baby hey ;

-
i just texted toad, a random and full of love kind heee (:
and what did she say! she said im mostly pmsing. hahahahahha
and i was going through my stuff and i decided to clear my board, cause its full of letters, so i took it down and read it over one by once.
and i realised i totally forgot about jamie's from last year's birthday.
i <3 you alot almond :D
its nice to know that people still do love you amidst so many other complicated problems going on in their own lives.
i will learn to appreciate.

xoxo

N, 3:40 PM



-

i would really fancy some consistency
today was a horrible day albeit for the lb epi.9
i never liked drunk nights.
so near yet so farr,
when will my jigsaw ever piece itself together.
emo-style will remain as a hot favourite.

i fucking still miss you,
none of anything helps, none.
call me when you're sober, indeed.

N, 10:04 PM


Stupid on the streets of London
James Dean in the rain
Without her it's not the same
The same, the same, but it's alright

Now he just wants to wake up
Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
Cause she's an angel for sure
But that remains to be seen

tagboard sucks, but cbox is so ugly.

cant wait for lb episode 9. damn those people in the states for taking so long to upload a simple video! im so bored and i know im not supposed to be. geeee i wonder when will i start studying. next week doesnt sound too bad, not bad at all.
damn the prac! but i still cant wait for thurs (:

the smell of the food coming out of the market is sooo enticing. but im too bummed to go downstairs. oh whats new! ill prolly make maggi mee. or turn anorexic, but its a tough job. okok i'll succumb. i can hear my ham calling out to me. yeamer is very annoying because she chooses her show over me, ill show her who's better. hmmph! ellen degeneares sucks! muahah byeee!

N, 3:12 PM



well some guys have shown me aces,
but you've got that royal flush.

i cldnt cldnt cldnt believe my fingers were once too shaky to type properly. HAHA
char is so gonna make fun of me from now on. ):

my msn is fucking screwed, i cant send msges at times, too many times. i want the lifebook in read it and weep! come to mommaa.

tmr shall be an interesting day. okay dry my hair and bed. i counted 7 pimples on the face ): goodbyeee and oh, tagboard sucks. @#($@&#

strawberries in choco dip; sunsets; beachwalks; holding hands and cuddling.
idk what to do with you. D:

N, 11:30 PM



: guess what?
: what?
: in 9 days time...
: ((:

- extract from ytd's convo.

my tearducts are working too well. i wish i can blame it solely on the haze and the escalating psi. nothings that serious for me to start crying. is this how heartache's supposed to feel? ):

thanks faith for all the enquiries on ny (:

i set oh mother on repeat, and each time i hear it the need to put on a sad face increases. down down day.

pickyness pits the bloody downfall. bugger off bad habits. im still not planning on attending any classes. i am a firm believer of last minute cramming. oh pierre png is fucking hot. i think some of us still rmr he came to the thomson holding site with his wife, oh the swooning.

I like the way you say hello
And make it sound like time to go


N, 9:50 PM



So hold you, showed you, everthing in my life
When we go cruising in your ride
So why, was I taken by suprise
Found love growing in my own backyard

aguilera is soo hot! thanks almond! will return soon! on thurs! oh mother is so saddd, she's really good at doing what she's doing.

the magic was impending, so wassup with me? it's scary when you realise the mixed signals you feel are actually coming from within you. sheeesh.

yeamer the whammer finally rang! when the cell rang at the anointed hour, it had to be her, but i acted surprised even so. sshhh dont tell her.

shuyi is convinced i know my way ard yishun. muaha hello i was raised there! i know the area as well as i know toa payoh. shit i sound like a hdb pro. hahah

ditching math class tmr. i dont know why we go and do papers by ourself. cant we do that at home? i have tons of pimples popping out! and im alry cutting down on chilli intake! why is this happening! its seriously every girls' bane. sheesh.

whoa i love my paragraphing, okay thats so raven is gonna be boring tonight, and i missed las vegas! repeats at 0200, so ill see if i can make it till then. prolly not. okay nights!

N, 11:06 PM



Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now

When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side

There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

shit, i missed t today. sakae today was soooooooooooooo filling, different from the previous times! idk why, maybe its you know, the faith factor.. hahahah
anyway, i'll most prolly end up in yj. i better start talking to shuyi! heh.
toad and i totally gave bio class a miss. we met and we were just like, omg i dont feel like turning up. heh so she came over.

i love monday nights, lets see i have suitelifeofzack&cody, antm, myjapshow and ultimate fighter! will last me till 1. heh okay byeee! oh faith gave me pretty paper clips, thought they're leftovers, i still like it! i will so see you in march. heh and please you wont get retained! im looking forward to my treat woman. :D

i certainly hope you're home, cause i'm missing you so bad.

N, 9:41 PM



I miss the words I love the words, you did not say.
I miss the kiss you never gave away.

There goes the sun, oceans away
And days die young when you're gone and you're gone

There goes the sun, oceans away
And leaves the day for someone else

Honestly I thought that we could make it all the way,
Barefoot on beaches dancing against the gray.
But stone by stone the castle crumbled to the ground,
I stood and stared as you started to fall into the waves.
There goes the sun, oceans away


glad now psi is no longer on tv. should mean that it went down below dangerous levels, i can still recall previously in primary school they did the exact same thing. then i was hoping for it to rise to no end so there'll be no school, oh old days.

read it and weep was nice! jason dolley is sooo cute! he's only 15, !P@(*)&#@. HAHAH lenny's not bad but he looked so darn familiar. i think he appeared in even stevens as some loseric and smeely guy in school. they grow up so quickly! blame it on the very much delayed broadcast schedules. sheesh! even stevens is like ancient, like stonage! oh i checked out alllotttt of jokes today cause i was bored. no actually i wasnt bored, just you know, cldnt really get to study. so ill crack them to jamie tmr! she'll worship me to no end. heeee.

i'm planning to give eng class a miss and go straight for biology pract. i really hate doing essays and not getting them back. then i'll get to meet faith and joan! yay it's gonna be so much fun furing lunch. and i must bring her dress for her! its been hanging at home for hmm, one frigging year! okay, exciting day.

so monday's finally arriving! but i dont think t's words are very trustworthy, besides i'll be going for night biology class which ends at 9. which btw is a very freaky time to walk from school to the interchange. so to my verymuch dismay, no t till thurs! thurs! omg thurs! imma die. wed and thurs are occupied with books and more books! ): sorrry i've waited for one freaking week and when its finally here im the one who's cursed with so much school and no time! ):
i curse you o's.

okay im off to watch pacifier and thats so raven later on! im so psyched cause they're finally airing new episodes! at midnight. geeee my moms laughing away at the show, till tmr night!

xoxo t!

N, 10:25 PM



Will you still recall my name
And the month it all began
Will you release me with a kiss

Dazed by careless words
Cosy in my mind

Oh, you're such a pretty one
And the naked thrills of flesh and skin
Would tease me through the night

Now I hate to leave you bare
If you need me I'll be there
Don't you ever let me down

And I touched your face
Narcotic mind from lazed Mary-Jane
And I called your name
Like an addicted to cocaine calls for the stuff he'd rather blame


its half past 4 on a saturday afternoon and i still am waiting for lb! those people take too long to upload it. dan my face feels swollen and my lids are indeed puffy. movie wasnt fantastic but it wasnt a bore either. but if you cant sit still for 2 hours straight to watch 2 men stuck under debris and visioning Jesus going to one of them offering water, dont watch it. was touching nonetheless.

results suck like hell, now i gotta wait till monday for my reportbook cause they keyed in the wrong marks, sheesh! idk why i have such a short fuse today, maybe cause monday's taking too long to come. and my eyelids are so heavy i feel sleepy even though i wanna go out an grab an iceblendedmocha. but caffeine inhibits calcium absorption, but i feel i've grown enough, damn the haze. now we all know how we took fresh, okay i repeat, semi fresh air for granted. rain rain come today.

mail replies and i miss you still t.

N, 4:33 PM



You're in all my thoughts of passion
And the dreams of my delight
Whatever stirs my mortal frame
will you keep it warm at night

I don't know where you come from
no I haven't got a clue
All I know is I'm in love
with someone who loves me too.


i think this is so ridiculous but im gonna catch some winks before my biology class later anyway. nap now and wake up 1 and a half hours later! then worldtrade center after class! yay. it always drags to open to we have just enough time to rush there.

ohoh just now! i was in the bus all comfortably seated and some woman swings into the seat next to mine and she started to chat! but weirdly i went with the flow. haha although she speaks rather broken english. i wanted to ask her if she wanted to converse in chinese, but that seemed kinda rude! so nice ol me just played along. heee she asked for my number! and she was like is this weird? so i said kinda? hahhahaha she asked for my name, and she couldnt pronounce it! embarrassing encounter.

okay, time to go read some emails with return them with alot of love, and catch on sleep! heee byeee.
half a weeek left! omg i cant believe i survived 1 full week without t! t's gonna be so dejected. heeee <3

N, 4:26 PM



Here you come again
Just when I've begun to get myself together
You waltz right in the door
Just like you've done before
And wrap my heart 'round your little finger

Everybody, my new(old) superstriker!

ole gunnar solskjaer ole! :D

toad has low platelet count! eeeewww everybody pray it doesnt turn serious. ): now we all know why she hasnt been coming to school.

jaychou makes me cry, his albums always come at the wrong times, i miss you alot t. and yay mom's finally getting my mooncake back. toad finished half of it and theres none of it left! im so excited! i just bought my bio fys, and it has answer key! nothing cheers me up more than answer keys. lol
hope char is doing something productive at brenda's! cant wait to get back and see my aggregate tomorrow. itll be the first time i'm returning to school at night! lets hope i find it good. staying home just feels wrong, even if i did study.

tmr turns the countdown to -7! so 3 to 4 more days left. <3

you're such a fake, through and through. i've seen the good and bad of you, and sometimes, the bad of you can get sooo bad, it saddens me, friend.

py sucks! i was so shocked she missed school, well turned out she didnt! booo you py. haha have fun with your art. tmr i think i wont be alll lonely sitting at the back anymore! its results day and even naughty people like jerlyn long will come! yay im looking forward to stealing charmaine's food. byee!

N, 6:27 PM



Hustle, bustle and so much muscle
Cells about to separate
And I find it hard to concentrate


and hard to concentrate it is ! cause why? its countdown left till 1 weeek! yay. with all that extra lessons and callbacks, the week will pass by in a breeze.
and no jos, i will NOT tell you what it is! man ihope that moderation meeting went well, geeee i dont get why some people can say it so flippantly that they dont wanna go anywhere in jan! like ahem, moss. LOL. oh a eraser shaving flew into my cup and i nearly drank it. heee maybe if i did i'ld absorb allll the information that went into the rubber. haha ok random! yay cant wait for yeamer to get her calling card, <3!

i think today the whether has cleared up abit! i was never so thankful for fresh, clean air, okay semi clean air. but then i can safely put the blame on the air for my disgusting and very obvious and giganormous pimples. my chest gets all tight whenever i inhale those darn polluted air and my nose gets really annoying cause its having its own party again ok imma listen to jaychou. my comp cant copy track 7 and its the one i love the most! sheesh talk about luck. and i didnt see char in school today! hope she made her promise good and came! ponner, yikes! haha.

theres this show on tv and now theyre having a competition among mix-ed kids, and this girl's really pretty! so pretty she looks unreal, like a oversized barbie. see sometimes, this is get when youre overly cute, unproportional good-lookingness only freaks people out. heh. okay till later!

okay cant wait for next tuesday, t
<33

N, 7:55 PM



Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?


okay second day went hmm, better? i was expecting to crack, but i didnt, so good job there. geee i hate anticipation. so, lets take it as one week and a half=10days, then i have 8 days left. yay sounds auspicious, see my effort?

finally am done with the reflection thingy, and moss's gonna do her statement of experience in school tmr! think i'll follow suit, or maybe ill write it in bed or something. i was feeling so down whilst typing! darn reflections. i spoke about class and the whole band thing and it got to me again. sheeesh, it should be the very last time ill ever mention it so openly. ):

im waiting for my soup to get back! and im starved! im supposed to study today but naahhh, you know me. haha okay i'll do finish the math papers in school tmr, like i always do. i hope there's no practical, andrea keeps going offline on me ): monday's horror-day cause theres triple english! geeee mondays suck.

okay i ihate countdowns, but here i am. so 8 more days

N, 7:43 PM


double whammy

sheesh, if only it sounded half as nice. my head hurts and oopsy, i blogged earlier on. ha
i'm so not in the mood to laugh, but the yeamer cracks me up. so other than her conversation, i'm just being a mean grumpy witch online.

it's a total D- day i guarantee. geeee today sucked to the core! i hate today. and the one and a half weeks to come. if only( sorry, sensitive phrase.) my english was that flowery, ill pen down my facial expressions in words. sorry, no can do. so goodnight yall, oh balls have fun tmr! :D

N, 12:45 AM

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